Im hoping my day will go on and become better because everytime i think of him it feels like my world is falling in faster than you can save me. everytime i see you smile its killing me just thought you should know. and i honestly do love you. and i truly always did, and i always willl. i promise .

so he said his dream was to sit on top the Hollywood sign and stare down at the lights in the city. so i said take me with you.maybe i was wrong?everyone has their hopes and their dreams but thee only ones who follow will get nowhere in life . i would love to go wih him. but i think i should acomplish mine by myself first then follow him. maybe hed like that too. dont follow people to make sure they acomplish their dreams & dont let anyone that you have any doubt that doesnt love you follow you because if you acomplish it. then you split up or something, your dreams memory, is forever ruined.

 yeah, and you most def. make me smile baby.

emm. i llove you cutieface. your the bestt

Single..

i wasnt going to update even tomorrow but i was upset. so ill just update later tonight prolly. deal is enough comments = another update.

So now here i am, sitting here waiting for you to make up your mind. every little thing we threw away it cuts me to pieces. and all them little things you say they break my heart and so im here wondering maybe theres something more, maybe theres something better and now here i am; the end. its over and it has been and im just now getting the feeling that everything isnt meant to be forever. and now your telling me how i "never loved you" and "we were just a joke, always" and "its your fault , you fucked me over"  and now im thinking maybe thats what he thinks of me. maybe thats what just everyone thinks of me. im sorry im not good enough for anyone.maybe someday i will be. but i know today im not because im just me.

i realize, i thought you knew me the best. when you dont know me at all and im realizing this life wasnt worth it. your not worth it , and we werent either. we never will be. i cant wait to move . i hate home. people suck and it will be nearly the same here except me and my stepdad are much closer than me and pretty much anyone in my family and thats okay he seems pretty okay with it. but i realized the people i used to be sooo close to , we hardly talk anymore and when we do we talk about how much our life sucks. so for those of  you who havent figured out a way out. im sorry, one day youll find it. but this is mine and i cant wait to leave. i love you all though.

its the medicine

that makes me fucking forget you

   forgive me, its worth this though   

Heartbroken&&soft spoken.
but since we`re being honest.
yeah, i`m jealous.

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p.s-guys fucking lie

you and your candycoated jealousy

i hate people who make

me look like an idiot

and hunter has deff. done it for the very last time. and its okay now, because

i have someone better